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Is LSD Cousing Me A Problem, Or Do I Have A Health Problem?

Okay, I’ll start things with my health, because I read up that LSD can react with any illness. So right around September 08 I started smoking a large amount of Marijuana and drinking quite heavy. Some time in December 09 I was coughing up think Yellow slime from my lungs. I didn’t think any thing of it so I kept smoking. The Slime would be different every day, some times dark green, dark yellow, bright green or bright yellow. I would be hacking this stuff up all day. Any way this lasted for almost 4 months right up to March 09, and out of the blue completely just vanished. I haven’t been sleeping right for a long time, I work till 2 Am most nights and tend to always fall asleep around 5 or 6, Wake up at 11 or 12 and then repeat my day. I’m 20 Years of age, and in normal shape. I used to be extremely fit, but quite going to the gym before September 08.

So okay, Right after the slime coming up stopped. Me and my friends decided to go in on some LSD (Acid My friends were hitting the Acid wile I was at work. They would be still Tripping when I got home so it was all good. It was a late night at work, I came home around 2 , and dropt one Tab of Acid under my tong, Waited about 5 mins and drank down the tab with a Beer. After that I had about 3 more Beer fallowed by a nice refreshing Joint. At this point I was just chilling out with one of my friends in front of a Laptop, he was just Tripping out to music vids and songs. I was just starting to feel like I was a great big peace of butter at this point. Almost like some one was giving me a full body massage. About right around 4 the LSD really kicked in. My buddy through on “Limp Bizkits – Living It Up” I’m not a huge fan of the band, But that song sent me on the biggest trip, Almost like a rollercoaster, Once I was on there was no getting off. I started seeing vivid moving pictures ( It was awesome!), and it almost was becoming way to overwhelming. So overwhelming I had to tell my buddy to shut it off. Because something didn’t feel right . . . . I got over it, but still didn’t feel right.. Any way about 6 or 7, can’t really remember what time but I had to get him to stop the music again because this time Some thing was wrong ! As I was listing to the music it was like every thing around be just stopped in it it’s tracks and I realized that I was breathing really fast and I could hear my heart pumping through my ears it was so hard. I felt it and it almost felt like it was going to blow up. I got my friend to hold it and it freaked him out soooo bad, He said it felt like it was going to come out my chest “ That’s Not Human man” So he grabbed his phone to deil 911, But I Stopped him because if there wasn’t any thing wrong then I didn’t want to ******* pay for the bill right?. So I just relaxed and tried to get a hold of my breathing which was extremely hard. It almost felt like my lungs were closing off. . . .
I sat over and started to breath real slow, to slow down my heart, because it was going to kill me I know it . It almost jumped to 5X its normal speed probably 180 beats a min, and about hard enough to shake my body on each beat. After I brought it way down. I started to get extremely cold, and didn’t want to talk about it. I finished my Trip with a blanked around sleeping….. It sucked.

The day after I was noticing that my Heart and chest was extremely sour. And I still couldn’t breath right. I ended up going to work still like that, and had to come home early because I was feeling sick. So I decided to just take it easy on the drugs for a week.

The next week I was home alone and decided to get real high. So I grabbed my Pipe and smoked about 4 bowls of the same weed I smoked that night on LSD. About an hour in My heart started to go crazy! Not as bad as the LSD, but pretty dam close. This time I couldn’t breath. I started panicking, Running around my house trying to find things to calm me down. Like a cold Beer, Hot bath ? I tried every thing. I ended up just laying flat on the ground and trying to sleep. Ever since that I’ve been having this happen with out weed. So I thought I had Anxiety! I went to the Doctors and they told me I had a slight Heart Murmur. Nothing to worry about, They told me it might have some thing to do with my sleep. And gave me “Melatonin-3 Tabs” to help me calm down after work, and get me some sleep, But never checked any thing other then my heart beat? It didn’t help. I stopped getting the attacks when I’m just sitting down. But if I go out and skate board , Run, or any thing that will push my heat. It starts to freak out. And I have to stop. . …. And if I smoke weed I still get little attacks, enough to scare the shit out of me ,and never even want to take a puff when the joints coming my way.

What the heck is wrong with me???? It feels like this heart thing is restricting me from doing any thing. The doctors say its nothing , But it feels like something. I know it’s probably all in my head. But I’m great with Minde ove

What do you think about this Natonal Health Care Reform?

Personly i belive we as voters shood vote for every little step of this healthcare reform, i mean were going to have to pay for it so i think we shood control every little desison!

-Also we need to cover alternitve meathods, like acupressure, and massage theripy, beacuse they can prevent a problem so it wont persist eventaly leading to a serous problem.

-Also Be in charge of how our money is going into “research” to find and cure diseses like cancer, we dont need anaimals to test on becuse it is scientficly proven that animals react difrently, and they have already cured cancer in mice, so how come the same results dont apply to humans?That is a little fishy!!

-For imagration, i belive all illegals shood not be coverd, unless they have a “green-card” and they can pay for some of the bill, they shoodnt be exempted from paying becuase they have some money,

-However refuge’s that have very low income or living here temp with little or no income shood be exept from paying and shood be coverd

-Lastly there shood be alternive medice presriptions ex . (natural vitams or natural herbal remedies that are proven to work) that shood be coverd by the Health Care, because people have diffrent Vaules when it comes to Medice, and we all our paying for it together

What is your input?

Please help me choose a career!!!?

I am a humanitarian person who likes conservation and nutrition and health and green living, and loves animals, despises violence and ignorance and defending the innocent and helpless and desperate, and love debating. I like acting and singing, but in order to influence. I love influencing and leadership positions where I am in the position to change lives (not just generally assist, like in community services). I believe in fixing the problem and not just the symptoms.

PLUS!!!!!!
I want to spend my time helping others IN NEED
like poor people, abused neglected children and animals, people in Africa and sex slaves in Cambodia. I feel the need to CHANGE things drastically. In soo many places.

Please help me with any job that a. does things like this, b. gets alot of money without having to give my entire life to it b. gives me time to go to these places and help others. Six figure job!! Not a life sucking job!!

Money is of no object, i have a big trust fund from my grandma and grandpa for education, love them!

Here’s jobs I’ve recently considered (they change frequently):

Plastic Surgeon (Medical school, see below)

Medical school, a doctor (too hard, not much rewarding feel, no recognition and not much heartfelt intimacy and lasting change, plus i don’t really believe in the need of preserving a species that harms others when it is already far over-populated itself)

Law school (a lot of law school graduates don’t get alot of money, and have to work a lot to get it, plus i’m not really convinced i’ll be interested in it, like studying in the library on laws for 10 hours a day??? please tell me something positive please! about law school!)

Hotel manager (Who wants to spend their life managing a building that people sleep in?)

Massage therapist (Sounds boring and like a job that doesn’t make a real difference in the world, spending all day giving back rubs, but is still a possibility i suppose)